I’m jealous of everyone around you.
The later it gets at night the more vulnerable I feel. Its like darkness washing in with a little bit of doubt, I drink it down and try to cope. I’m just afraid I’m fighting a losing battle with distance. I’m afraid you’ll get bored of me.
Sometimes I just look at you and wonder, why me? How did I get so lucky?
I hate the way jealously creeps through my veins.
I’ve never been so intrigued by someone my entire life.
Sometimes, I wonder if its still there.
"I feel you slipping away from me and it’s breaking my heart more than you know. Please don’t leave my heart upon the floor, I couldn’t take it."
Standing in a brightly lit bathroom smoking a Pall Mall I watched the smoke billow out into the darkness of the cracked window. I felt a sting realizing you were the smoke. I could see the beauty in the way you danced around through the wind but I could never grasp you within my hands. You could be mine but never truly, because beauty like yours is rare. Containing your spirit is impossible. I can only hope that you will linger long enough to know how much I love you, how much I need to breathe you in my lungs. Long enough for you to want to stay. Stay with me, I will let you go anywhere your heart desires just allow me to be the one you lie beside and confess your darkest sins to. I know I don’t have much to offer, but I’ll love you at your worst and never let that fire burning within you go out.
Emily: Sarah don't you dare hit my ass again, or I'll pee on your bed.
Me: Don't you dare Emily or I will drink a whole lot of something that makes my pee really yellow and smelly. Then I'll proceed to go to your room and pee on your pillow. That's not all, then I'll dry the pillow and put it back so when you lay down in bed and you're all like, "Yay, I'm going to bed!" You will breathe in particles of my dried pee.
Me: Yeah, that's right.
Emily: Sarah you're an ass!